Arggh i cant get out of bed anymore... my alarm goes off at 7 but cant get out of bed untill the last second i need to get ready, why is that when u first start something u like can get up 2 hours before u need to but after a month or so it just gets same old and cant be bothered anymore.. got to work on time anyway well just fun times today didnt realy get time to get bored to be honest no time to think lol.
Maintanence guy even brought me choclate Mmmm. No one realy trusts me to be in convo's there yet because only been there just over a month i overhear people goosiping tho n god they are so two faced i kno i sometimes do it but i realy do hate two faced folk who will blatanly slag someone off all the time then be their best mate to their face. its just silly.
Went to pick up my wage slip form old job on way home (still working there sort of) apparently EVERYONE has fallen out since i left :-( used to get on pretty well everyone did! everyone ive spoken to since i left has thrown stories at me like how much they hate each other n how everything is someone elses job ahh well...
Got home sat and watched cartoon progs because im really mature (NOT) there was nothing else so i was like well we'll go with this then.
Logged onto msn... chatted a bit... then came on here ...
currently thinking about blokes n how much i could do with one every now n then i mean i like having a guy around but i just seem to get fed up and bored after a while. I have confidence problems with relationships too which probablly doesnt help and im also a little picky when i get with someone i start judging them rather than accepting them for who they are n then i think other people are judging me for being with them and i seem to lose my mates because i dont have much time to spend with them. Why is life such a juggle. I hate it!
