tag:x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/MokoFeed2009-11-09T21:14:52+01:00tag:x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk,2008-09-19:/2008/09/20/im-back-4752088/realism12008-09-20T00:00:33+02:002008-09-20T00:00:33+02:00 <p>ive not been on here for a while, been on my jolly holls :-)</p> <p>back at work now though :-(</p> <p>had a big argument with everyone first day back, apparently theyve all been having good old chin wags about me and my life why ive been away, because my lifes soo interesting (not) they make it thier business</p> <p>anyway they think im ok with them now even though im not the smile is hiding the truth... lots of people do that you know, next time someone smiles at you turn around 3 seconds later and c what there doing... bet there not smiling....? </p> <p>im tired now so im off to sleep x x <img src="/img/smilies/icon_wave.gif" alt=":wave:" class="middle" border="0"> x x<img src="/img/smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif" alt=":roll:" class="middle" border="0"> x x </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk/2008/09/20/im-back-4752088/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk,2008-08-31:/2008/08/31/perfection-4661971/realism12008-08-31T15:28:18+02:002008-08-31T15:28:18+02:00 <p><em>WHAT IS PERFECTION?</em> <img src="/img/smilies/icon_idea.gif" alt=":idea:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p class="center">Is it something that realy exists or is it just something we base our lives on to give us a goal. Every now and then you'll hear someone say 'no-one is perfect' what is perfect? it is a controdictory word for uniqueness, there are no two people the same anywhere in the world so it can only be possible for 1 person to be perfect or everybody be this. In all honesty iprefer the latter: everybody is perfect in someones eyes although it will never be their own because we can see flaws in ourselves that other people wouldn't even notice. If someone offered you the chance to be perfect would you take it?<br> I certainly wouldnt, i wouldnt be me anymore i would be something based upon other peoples opinions and i would have to change myself according to who was seeing me as perfect due to the fact that we all see the idea of perfection differently. If we dont have things that are a flaw / problem in our lives then there wouldnt be much point in living because we'd already have everything and we wouldn't want anything. The reason we work is tobuy things that make us look or feel better so when we can look in our mirrors we can see almost perfect. When you look in your mirror whether or not yoou,ve just brought a new dress/suit, done your make-up, had a shave or even gone to the extremes of having cosmetic surgery you SHOULD see perfection...even though i GUESS anyone who ever reads this has only ever looked in the mirror and thought i wish i could change this or that! This is how the human mind works, we aim for perfection.. but WHAT EXACTLY IS IT? </p> <img src="/img/smilies/icon_rolleyes.gif" alt=":roll:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk/2008/08/31/perfection-4661971/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk,2008-08-29:/2008/08/29/the-first-of-many-4654616/realism12008-08-29T17:40:02+02:002008-08-29T17:40:02+02:00 <p>Arggh i cant get out of bed anymore... my alarm goes off at 7 but cant get out of bed untill the last second i need to get ready, why is that when u first start something u like can get up 2 hours before u need to but after a month or so it just gets same old and cant be bothered anymore.. got to work on time anyway well just fun times today didnt realy get time to get bored to be honest no time to think lol.<br> Maintanence guy even brought me choclate Mmmm. No one realy trusts me to be in convo's there yet because only been there just over a month i overhear people goosiping tho n god they are so two faced i kno i sometimes do it but i realy do hate two faced folk who will blatanly slag someone off all the time then be their best mate to their face. its just silly.<br> Went to pick up my wage slip form old job on way home (still working there sort of) apparently EVERYONE has fallen out since i left :-( used to get on pretty well everyone did! everyone ive spoken to since i left has thrown stories at me like how much they hate each other n how everything is someone elses job ahh well...</p> <p>Got home sat and watched cartoon progs because im really mature (NOT) there was nothing else so i was like well we'll go with this then. </p> <p>Logged onto msn... chatted a bit... then came on here ...<br> currently thinking about blokes n how much i could do with one every now n then i mean i like having a guy around but i just seem to get fed up and bored after a while. I have confidence problems with relationships too which probablly doesnt help and im also a little picky when i get with someone i start judging them rather than accepting them for who they are n then i think other people are judging me for being with them and i seem to lose my mates because i dont have much time to spend with them. Why is life such a juggle. I hate it! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk/2008/08/29/the-first-of-many-4654616/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk,2008-08-28:/2008/08/28/well-well-well-4651246/realism12008-08-28T23:21:47+02:002008-08-28T23:21:47+02:00 <p>erm im just getting used to this never realy used anything like this before! has anyone noticed the letters in the top left corner of this page they spell FUKD thats hillarious and really applicable to how ive been feeling recently ... o well things will change soon.. right now what do i do ive manged to write n delete this twice now so im just going to press save i think! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_wave.gif" alt=":wave:" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://x-destiny-x.blog.co.uk/2008/08/28/well-well-well-4651246/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>